Sunday, June 27, 2010

YESS

OMG.BEAST SHOCK OF THE NEW ERA SHOWCASE IN KL FINALLY ARRIVED.

well. last night i mean. after counting the hours and minutes. yesterday, at 8.30 pm i finally caught a glimpse of my hotties in KL live. *i want to talk about the positive parts first before i get to the negative parts*

after a whole lot of drama (we'll get there soon), the boys finally came out on stage in super cool white outfits which of course took all of our breaths away. i think time stood still for me for about 3 seconds when i saw yeoseob and doojoon until of course i was pushed, no make that squashed by hundreds of people who wanted to get a closer look. i'm seriously telling you, they looked perfect. flawless. all of them. what you we have been seeing in tv and videos are not even close to the actual thing.at some point during the first performance, i started yelling "OMG, HANDSOME GILAA!!" ahaha. embarrassing. but true. :D

as most of you already know i am a yeoseob bias. hehe. i just can't get enough of that banana-haired cutie. i was mostly looking at/for him most of the time BUT... somehow, doojoon with his sexy sepet eyes just started coming at me. when the showcase started i was like at the middle center part of the floor but when they came out, all the pushing from the people behind me pushed me almost to the front. i was like at the third line and center. so you see, being the leader and all, my doojoon was usually at the center. and of course we just connected a lot. omg. doojoon oppa, you're frigging hot. *spasm*

there was of course some dooseobmoments <3 which i didnt take a fancam because i was too distracted by the loveee.XD alia was lucky because she was on the left side and yeoseob was there most of the time. but its all good, i got to see him too.

their singing was of course awesome. i saw no slips but i read somewhere that dongwoon made a small cute mistake which was of course totally forgivable. during the fansigning, i miraculously survived through the truckloads of people who some where nice and considerate and some not. the seating order was junhyung, dongwoon, hyunseung, doojoon, gikwang and yeoseob. when i reached junhyung i started saying 'oppa saranghaeyo' loudly. ahaha. junhyung smiled and nodded. then i sort of paused a t dong woon because i didnt expect him to be next. of course more of nana's "saranghaeyo oppa". and then i said hi too hyun seung for my sis. oh my his hairband was sparkly ><. and then i got to doojoon and that was the moment i fell in love with him.

cue scene.

*walks to doo joon*

me : doojoon oppa saranghaeyo~
doo joon : de~ *nods and smiles*

*blush blush*

me : *turns to the side to move and realizes the person next to me was still not moving*
me : *turns back to doojoon and repeats* OPPA! SARANGHAEYO~~
doo joon : *realizes what happened* *nods and laughs* (plus of course loads of eye contact)
EEEEEKKKK. i practically melted into a puddle of goo infront of doojoon. i'm telling you, my knees were wobbly. i think i stood in front of him for like 2 whole minutes. thank you person next to me who didnt move. XD

and i sort of missed gi kwang because my attention was directed too yeoseob. omg.i was sooo close to that cute face. i took out my gift (a black cap with his initial on it) and the girl/organiser/partypooper took it from me and put it on the floor next to his seat.

cue scene

me : yeoseob oppa! saranghaeyo~
yeoseob : *smiles*

*takes out gift from my bag* *gift taken by the crew and placed next to his seat*
me : YEOSEOB OPPA! *POINTS TO CAP* THE CAP IS FOR YOUUU~
yeoseob : *smiles and nods. i think he did a 'good' sign too*

so, i'm not so sure if my cap did get to him and if he did the note i slipped inside it but i'm still glad that i actually did get it to him and he did actually see it. i'm praying its his size and he'll wear it often. too doojoon oppa, i'll get you a present next time.((:

i'm gonna like talk about each member now.:DD

yeo seob; he was OHMGEE. the cutest thing. i loved his hair coulur and his smiles were just priceless. during the perfomance, his voice was just hitting the notes right. and DAYUMM he looks good in a suit.
doo joon; I.FELL.IN.LOVE
jun hyung; his raps were just awesome. and he was smoking with his hairstyle.
hyun seung; yamapi's hair and a sparkly hairband. need i say more? ^^ ohhh ohh and of course the awesome dance moves. *died during his solo*
dong woon; he's so handsome and matured. i mean, he really does not look like a maknae. at all.
gikwang; when he showed his abs, i think it called to me. AHAHA. omg. perv. XD

by the time we got through the fansigning, i was already too tired and dehydrated. i couldnt feel my legs at some point. abang zaki picked us up, fed us DOME and brought us home. aahhhhh. yes, i probably should talk abouut the not-so-fun parts like how Universal Music Malaysia sucked to the core in organising the event. we lined up for about 5 hours before getting in. and how alia fainted and i started crying. and how i climbed over the freaking railing to get to her. and everyone just started pushing everwhere which caused about 35 ppl to faint. and how the organiser didnt plan the signing event either which cause major havoc.
still, after all that. i'm quite glad that i went to see them. meeting them made it all worth it. after all, whats a fanmeet without some pushing and shoving right? let's hope the next one won't be as bad. :D

YES! i have fancams. but youtube's being really kura-kura right now. so i'll probably upload it tomorrow and maybe talk a leetle bit about the fansigning event in OU today. nothing big though. i just went to see them. :))

untill then. goodnight :D b2stly dreams b2uties :))

Friday, June 25, 2010

A stressful week.

ugh, like the saying goes, you can't please everyone. i find this true and blue. the week started smoothly with me still very high about B2ST coming to KL. then it just gradually got worse.

Tuesday was still okay minus the nervous butterflies flying around in my stomach during my one-on-one interview for the AFS program.

Wednesday was, well. let's just say i'm never repeating that day in my life again. EVER.

Thursday was umm. painful and tiring. had TONS of things to do in school. but at least i got a bunch of thing done like distribute the class photos to everyone who were like ; "eh, awalnya sampai?" and i would go "of course lh, tgk la siapa editor XD". yes, i was gloating.

and today, Friday, was sad. just SAD. today  was my cikgu Kailrudin tersayang's last day in school. yes, him. the teacher who had the most patience in handling students. the teacher who willingly explained to me an entire chapter because i wasnt in class. yes, the teacher whose class made me let a sigh of relief. yes,  the teacher who when is around never made me look at the watch wondering when the class would finish. yes, the teacher who defined the role of one.

T.T

no words can describe how sad I, no, We are. but at the end of the day, we understand that he is leaving for his own good. to chase after his dreams. and to achieve his ambitions. its really not fair for us to keep him to ourselves and not let him do all that. we could be selfish at times but not to a person we hold so dearly to our hearts. i wish him all the best in his new job and may Allah bless him always.



his last words to me was "Farzana, jangan banyak main. belajar betul-betul." 

and i just nodded because i would have cried if i tried to say something. so here goes,
"cikgu, saya akan belajar sungguh-sungguh dan pastikan saya dapat banggakan cikgu nanti. terima kasih atas kesemua tunjuk ajar cikgu. saya sure takkan lupa cikgu. jangan lupa datang untuk ambik result SPM nanti."



ikhlas,
Nor Farzana binti Abdul Aziz
5 Cengal
SMK Seri Saujana 2010