Tuesday was still okay minus the nervous butterflies flying around in my stomach during my one-on-one interview for the AFS program.
Wednesday was, well. let's just say i'm never repeating that day in my life again. EVER.
Thursday was umm. painful and tiring. had TONS of things to do in school. but at least i got a bunch of thing done like distribute the class photos to everyone who were like ; "eh, awalnya sampai?" and i would go "of course lh, tgk la siapa editor XD". yes, i was gloating.
and today, Friday, was sad. just SAD. today was my cikgu Kailrudin tersayang's last day in school. yes, him. the teacher who had the most patience in handling students. the teacher who willingly explained to me an entire chapter because i wasnt in class. yes, the teacher whose class made me let a sigh of relief. yes, the teacher who when is around never made me look at the watch wondering when the class would finish. yes, the teacher who defined the role of one.
T.T
no words can describe how sad I, no, We are. but at the end of the day, we understand that he is leaving for his own good. to chase after his dreams. and to achieve his ambitions. its really not fair for us to keep him to ourselves and not let him do all that. we could be selfish at times but not to a person we hold so dearly to our hearts. i wish him all the best in his new job and may Allah bless him always.
his last words to me was "Farzana, jangan banyak main. belajar betul-betul."
and i just nodded because i would have cried if i tried to say something. so here goes,
"cikgu, saya akan belajar sungguh-sungguh dan pastikan saya dapat banggakan cikgu nanti. terima kasih atas kesemua tunjuk ajar cikgu. saya sure takkan lupa cikgu. jangan lupa datang untuk ambik result SPM nanti."
ikhlas,
Nor Farzana binti Abdul Aziz
5 Cengal
SMK Seri Saujana 2010
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